a few years ago there are someone who always try to comfort me, he always gives me something i like without i asking for it. he's always told about me to his friends, he was always proud of me to his friends.
but... i cant see how he loved me, i cant realize how sincere he is.
i always ignore him. i always choose another guy without thinking about him.
finally, he's gone .
he's gone .. he try to look for another love. and time was passed he got it..
and he has forgot me.
i just realized after he left ! after he got a new one ! how stupid i am ! i felt there is no longer who cares about me, no longer who can comfort me, no longer who can loved me like he does.
i regret for all, i crossed him, i so sorry its maturity that i lacking.
but i promise i'll learned from my mistake.
for a long time , one day he comes again ..
he said , she still loving me, he did what he does like the past before he left me, he sing a song for me , we shared an ice cream together. he still remember that i'd love ice cream. but..besides that he still has a relationship with his Gfriend.
i know that..and i dont want to destroy their relationship.
and he must know actually i loved him like he loved me, but i never to explain it.
sometimes i miss the old him who always for me when i need him , if i can return the time i never ignore him and if he were more patient , we can together . but.. its too late. i just smile even taste the tears if i remember that. yaa... for all that only the past now i can forgotten it.
i want to open a new chapter with someone new.
i believe it , i can get someone better , although i realize i haven't the best. but i will try be the best and i will be waiting for the one :)
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