awake

with every appearance by you, blinding my eyes

i can hardly remember the last time i felt like do your angel disguised

and you're lying real still but your heart beat is fast just like mine.

and the movie's long over,that's three  that the passed, one more fine.

will you stay awake for me ?

i dont wanna miss anything, dont wanna miss anything

i'll shared the air i breathe,

i'll give you my heart on a string

i just dont wanna miss anything.

i'm trying real hard not to shake , i'm bitting my tongue

but i'm feeling a live and with every breathe that i take

i feel like i've won, you're my key to survival.        

and if it's an angel you want, i can save you just stay here.

your whispers are priceless

your breathe, it is dear so please stay near..

say  my name.. i just want to hear you

say my name.. so i know it's true 

you're changing me. you're changing me

you showed me how to live.

so just say.. so just say.

that you'll stay awake for me ..

i dont wanna miss anything, dont wanna miss anything

i'll share the air i breathe ,

i'll give you my heart on a srting

i just dont wanna miss anything.

secondhand serenade

Viva La Story

i admit this my own fault ,  i realized so slow ..
a few years ago  there are someone who always try to comfort me, he always gives me something i like without i asking for it. he's always told about me to his friends, he was always proud of me to his friends. 
but... i cant see how he loved me, i cant realize how sincere he is. 
 i always ignore him. i always choose another guy without thinking about him.
 finally, he's gone .
 he's gone ..  he try to look for another love. and time was passed he got it..
 and he has forgot me.
i just realized after he left ! after he got a new one ! how stupid i am ! i felt there is no longer who cares about me, no longer who can comfort me, no longer who can loved me like he does.

i regret for all, i crossed him, i so sorry its maturity that i lacking.

but i promise i'll learned from my mistake. 

for a long time , one day he comes again ..

he said , she still loving me, he did what he does like the past before he left me, he sing a song for me , we shared an ice cream together. he still remember that i'd love ice cream. but..besides that he still has a relationship with his Gfriend. 

i know that..and i dont want to destroy their relationship.

  and he must know actually i loved him like he loved me, but i never to explain it. 

sometimes i miss the old him who always for me when i need him , if i can return the time i never ignore him and if he were more patient , we can together . but.. its too late. i just smile even taste the tears if i remember that. yaa... for all that only the past now i can forgotten it.

i want to open a new chapter with someone new. 

i believe it , i can get someone better , although i realize i haven't the best. but i will try be the best and i will be waiting for the one :)